Welcome to Hell kid, mind the snowballs...

Rant: Delayed until Morning

2007-12-08T22:55:18Z

(Apologies to Techno-Dann who's already heard this)

Mmmk, let's start this story at the beginning
It's 6ish or so
and I'm on the Bus heading home from Bellevue, after spending the afternoon with my best friend (lets call her Alice), who is now heading to downtown Renton to meet her new boyfriend
We're texting and such
Finally, he arrives and I say "Ok, I'll talk to you later. Have fun. Call me if you need anything"
"Mmk"
Alrighty, so fast forward to 10 pm
I text her "Hey, how's it going?"
No response. Ok. Not surprised, she could be busy, out of coverage, phone died. Yadda yadda
Fast forward again to 11.

Scene: Nightclub, downtown Seattle
Text again: "Hey so, I haven't heard from you. I'm kinda worried. You ok? Text me back"
Half and hour goes by
I give up any hope of being discreet and text the boyfriend "Hey, how's your date going?"
Response: "What date? I'm playing WoW"
"Yeah, awesome, sure you are. How's your WoW coming?"

"I'm grinding to level 27 with my undead Warlock," etc etc
Now, I know she met him
And I know she didn't lie to me about where she was going
I try calling her
Voicemail
No ringing. Either her phones out of coverage or it's off
I call him
"Hey, whats up? Where's Alice"
"Alice? I dunno. I told you I haven't heard from her today"

"She said she was hanging out with you today, where is she?"
"I don't know. I haven't seen her"
Now, I know he's lying. I can tell it in his voice and I know she met him
"Ok. You'd better not be dicking around with me. I'm actually worried about this. Now where is she?"
"I really don't know. I wish I could help you."
"..."
"I'll try calling her"
"You do that. Bye"
Scene: Me running out of the club
To the nearest, and useless police officer
I explained the situation, and they did nothing.
And offered no advice
Ok. Get to the car.
Phone rings. It's the boyfriend
I answer it
"Hey!"
It's not the boyfriend
It's Alice. She's fine, the boyfriend was fucking around with me

I was 2 minutes away from calling the Renton police and saying, "My friend is missing. She was last seen with this man, here is his full name and the schools he is on a sports team at. Find him"
"I have reason to believe she might have been assaulted and/or raped, please hurry"
...now
You do not DO that to people

Granted, he apologized
But my evening is ruined
I'm down 15 bucks
I went to Seattle for nothing
I'm probably not going to be able to sleep
I am going to punch him as hard as I can when I see him again
And he'd better fucking take it like a man
I was so fucking scared that something had happened to her. I was going to call the cops and then I was going to find the house myself
and i was going to go there
I told him in all seriousness, Never do this again
I will kill you
Because goddammit... she's like my sister. You just don't do that
*exasperated sigh * Ok... I'm done now

I guess I don't know what to think anymore

2007-07-02T06:18:27Z

Someone I thought was my friend pretty much stabbed me the back the other day. He claimed I'd sabotaged a relationship with someone he really cared about. Truth is, all I was trying to do, all I ever did was to try to help him when he needed it.

After I got over my initial devastation, it occurred to me that maybe this was just some kind of elaborate prank. As cruel as that might be, it was far preferable to what I now think it is. I'm not 100% sure on this, but I think he may have sacrificed me to get back together with the girl.

Way to go, buddy. You have her back. I hope you didn't sell your soul too. I guess I ended up getting you two back together like I wanted after all, eh? Not quite how I imagined it though.

I learned a powerful lesson from this though, something I once knew, and unfortunately forgot: You can't trust anyone completely. I foolishly allowed myself to care about someone else and I was crushed for it. Stupid me, huh?

Surprisingly, some of my friends from way back in middle school have resurfaced and helped me out alot. Specifically someone who was one of my first friends ever, turned out he'd been devasted about 6 months ago by similar circumstances.

Whatever the reason people have behind such vicious rumors, know this: You are cowards. All of you. If you can't handle whatever it is and you have to stoop to lying to others to support your hatred, you are a pathetic coward.

To the one who hurt me: Please. Whatever happened, I pray it was only a misunderstanding. I'm still your friend if you want me, but if you truly have malicious intent towards me, just go. I don't want anymore conflict. Just forget I exist.

I'll always remember the good times we had though.

Meme spelled backwards is Emem

2007-03-12T05:58:49Z

DARK CRIMSON, Your death's colour is Dark Crimson. Death of the bond between the body & the soul. You are confused between reality & fantasy. You seek answers. You live for whatever makes you happy.
Take this quiz!

Loving that picture! XD

It;s finally happened...I'm completely insane...

2007-02-17T21:53:26Z

I've been awake since 5:30 yesterday, I'm not tired at all, and I walked from Issaquah to Bellevue. For those not in the area, that's a five hour walk without breaks. I did this because I set the fire alarms off at my parents place when I tried to make pancakes at 1:30 am and managed to leave the skillet on high for a couple minutes. I got kicked out of Lincoln Square when some juvenile imbecile tripped the fire alarm and forced an evacuation.

Right now I'm chilling at BCC with a friend, we plannin' a trip outta state.

Boston is run by complete morons.

2007-02-01T07:18:41Z

No offense to those of you who actually live in Boston itself, but your city is run by idiots. Why you ask?

Aqua Teen Hunger Force turned you into a laughing stock. Let me say that again: Aqua Teen Hunger Force turned you into a laughing stock.

A cartoon show, about fast food that fights crime, has made you into the biggest joke in weeks. Enjoy your fame, and lets not forget all the free advertising you gave Turner Pictures and Cartoon Network.

Dumbasses.

Dual Memes!

2006-12-28T06:48:34Z

My Fortune Cookie told me:
You have been selected for a secret mission. You will hear from us again.
Get a cookie from Miss Fortune

and now for something, completely different...

Klein Sexual Orientation Grid

I scored an average of 2.14

Heterosexual

Bisexual

Homosexual

Meaning

This result can also be related to the Kinsey Scale:

0 = exclusively heterosexual
1 = predominantly heterosexual, incidentally homosexual
2 = predominantly heterosexual, but more
than incidentally homosexual
3 = equally heterosexual and homosexual
4 = predominantly homosexual, but more than incidentally
heterosexual
5 = predominantly homosexual, incidentally heterosexual
6 = exclusively homosexual

Summary

The idea of this excercise is to understand exactly how dynamic a person's sexual orientation can be, as well as how fluid it can be over a person's lifespan. While a person's number of actual homo/heterosexual encounters may be easy to categorize, their actual orientation may be completely different. Simple labels like "homosexual", "heterosexual", and "bisexual" need not be the only three options available to us.

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I have a hell.... excellent.

2006-12-23T10:06:46Z

You went trick or treating as Achilles.
BobDole gave you TheRedPill.
Inuyasha gave you CursedAztecGold.
EnderWiggin gave you ALightbulb.
PrincessButtercup gave you VioletBeauregarde'sGum.
You had a Monster Mashing time until Zorro married your mother.

What's Your Trick-or-Treat Haul?
Shiver My Timber--A Pirate RPG

The New York Yankees
Circle I Limbo

Militant Vegans
Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind

Parents who bring squalling brats to R-rated movies
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow

Oakland Raider Fans
Circle IV Rolling Weights

Riceboys
Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled

River Styx

DMV Employees
Circle VI Buried for Eternity

River Phlegyas

Bill Gates
Circle VII Burning Sands

General asshats
Circle IIX Immersed in Excrement

Scientologists
Circle IX Frozen in Ice

Design your own hell

NaNo WriMo

2006-11-06T20:41:26Z

Ack.... I didn't think this would be easy, but I had a plot drop out on me..... I got in about 3,000 words or so and I realized that I couldn't go any farther. I was stuck. So I tried some rewrites.... and now I'm gonna have to scrap the entire plot. I hate the entire thing.

Then again, numerous people warned me....

I'm gonna try to carry on anyway, but unless I can find a plot that doesn't totally suck, I'm not sure how I'm gonna do this.....

indaris @ 2006-10-09T07:36:00

2006-10-09T07:40:15Z

When ordinary beatings just won't do.

I need to keep up my studying

2006-09-20T07:41:32Z

Tolkien Expert

You scored 90% Hobbit knowledge, 88% Lord of the Rings knowledge, and 66% Silmarillion knowledge

You've read The Hobbit, The Lord of the Rings, and The Silmarillion
quite a few times, but you could still improve your knowledge of The
Lord of the Rings. It's all about the details.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 99% on Hobbit

You scored higher than 99% on LotR

You scored higher than 99% on Silmarillion

You scored higher than 99% on MoviesOnly

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